Today was a very hard day. I haven't even gotten into the studio yet and I am not sure I will today. You see, Jay and I have decided to sell the house because we need to be closer to Catskill. I love our home so selling it isn't going to be easy. Jay does not love our home anymore and welcomes any and all buyers.
Winters are tough here and seem to last longer than in other areas. The house is an old Catskill Mountain cabin of sorts with a beautiful stone fireplace. We have done quite a bit of work to it and it is going to be so hard to find something as nice as this house. Actually the land is beautiful as is the mountains around us.
I want to be able to do it all but I know that with all the things on my plate right now it is an impossible goal. But I will try anyway, house to keep clean, laundry to do, meals to make, quilts and pillowcases to sew, gardens to weed etc. etc., etc.,. There doesn't seem to be an end to any of it right now. I am not complaining. I am just tired and my partner is no a happy camper. This too shall pass and all will be OK but until then, there is still ironing to do.
Just a note. I can handle anything as long as I don't have to deal with anger and negativity. I will meditate on peaceful brain waves.
ReplyDeleteWow, Andi, that is major. Good luck! Glad you aren't going too far.
ReplyDeleteI am too.
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